I learned to live. Well it took me a while to write this but everything that begins must be finished even if we don't like it. As my father used to say, it's in heaven (you have to take the bull by the horns). And never better said, well, as the title of this page says, I had to learn to live again and it was not easy at all because 7 months after my accident my brother Francisco died of cardiorespiratory arrest, I remember that my name is my brother Antonio It was almost 3 in the afternoon and it was when he left rehab when he called me on my cell phone and gave me the bad news. Are you wondering my reaction? Well, I'll tell you that the first thing he asked me was why he and not me, then I called my partner at work, I told him the news and he came right away, but you know if there's something I learned is that even if we don't like life and death they go together, no I could cry, but I always have my brother on my mind. It is true that bad things are never good on their own or the good ones were also that way, but unfortunately life is not like that, learning to live again is not easy because people like me do not accept what we have but simply learn to live with what we have and to fight every day to be as independent as possible. In accidents like this, not only do you lose half a leg, you lose all your independence, no matter how hard you try, you are always dependent on something. I miss many things from my old life like going out to the countryside, I love going to look for asparagus, mushrooms or snails, dancing, walking on the beach, in short, many things but well, how I have learned to be optimistic because I do things that had never crossed my mind before, such as what I am making getting into the world of the Internet very interesting by the way, I spend hours in front of the computer I take housework calmly before I was very meticulous now I take it more calmly I no longer have to row gave because sitting because it costs more to do things and looking again at the positive side because I give a lot of value to things because when I finish cleaning I turn around and look and tell myself this I have done and without anyone's help and That, my friends, is what is important. Not if you have noticed but at no time do I complain, well very simple if my leg hurts well I don't complain, I feel the phantom limb well I don't complain, sometimes I feel a little depressed so I put up with it, I I play happy music like a couple of candies and as I say myself I am happy and I sweeten my day because people like me can't be pessimistic or complain for what? if no one is going to take away our ills in the end, the only thing that would happen is that people would put us aside, so friends, no matter what problem you have, don't get depressed, stand up to the problem and try to solve it as soon as possible, think that for life you only know it happens once and we have to take advantage of it because now we are here after a few minutes who knows where we will be writing this I am reminding myself of the long agony of my father it was 25 days, his death was due to lung cancer about 15 days before his death 1 day I cried with him because I felt so helpless seeing his suffering I remember as if it were today when Angelita asked me why are you crying? and I answered him dad because of the impotence I feel of not being able to take away your pain and he answered me that's why I don't want you to come. I'm getting emotional writing this because in 2 years I lost my brother and my father and I had the accident but you know how I always say for me to have a moment of weakness is a luxury that I can't afford well you know how I started to live off Again, but before finishing I want to send a hug to my children, my partner, my mother and all those who are always by my side when I need them, to God for giving me this second chance to live again.
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