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It is very difficult for me to talk about it but I decided to tell how my life changed after a serious accident. I dedicate the rest to my passion for graphics and Psp my favorite hobby, which I hope you like, to all the people who enter the blog.

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I tell this because of the emails I receive asking me how my health is and I feel encouraged so I decided to write it. For me, these years have passed very slowly, some more difficult months, other easier months, I compare myself to a cocktail shaker because my mood changes depending on the day, and the truth is that it is not easy to hide my mood. I always try to have a smile from ear to ear, even if I am going through an anxiety attack, I do everything possible so that my family and friends do not notice, cry… stop doing it I will tell you that my life has changed a lot in everyone especially family aspects brought me very big surprises from people I did not expect and especially from my family. From my family I only have my mother and my uncles and cousins ​​from the town, my sister and my brother turned their backs on me, I expected it from my sister but never from my brother. My children are always by my side and my grandchildren became a grandmother again and that fills me with pride. I recovered the friendship of my ex-husband's family. That has made me feel satisfied. They say that the truth always comes to light and after so much time it has come out. And I have to tell you about my partner that we are already looking at a date to get married, Arturo is always by my side, he takes care of me and pampers me most of the time as if he were my protective angel and that makes me happy and happy, his family is also always supporting me in everything and not collapsing for me it is very important to feel supported by my children, family and friends It makes me feel very strong for others I will tell you that I am still the same with my wheelchair which sometimes makes me want to throw it away a wall or throw it out a window….Thank God I try to contain myself, I will tell you about my character that it has changed a lot, despite everything I try to be happy, relaxed is impossible for me, I am a bundle of nerves inside, of course I try not to show myself in that state or tell how I really feel, on the outside I always seem happy, calm, like I'm doing everything very well and I don't tell how I feel either, that's why I go to the psychologist every 15 days with her, I'm honest and when I finish the consult salt I am 100 kilos lighter and relieved to have a great professional who helps me and understands me. I guess you're wondering why I don't talk about my state of mind with my partner, my children, family and friends... Well, the answer is very simple so as not to worry them because I can't spend the time I spend with them telling them today my leg hurts, I feel the phantom limb, I can't stand it myself, I'm depressed, so if they can't help me I prefer to enjoy them, that's why I go to the psychologist so as not to embitter or make anyone feel bad because besides, in the end I'd end up alone. Let all this serve as an example, life most of the time is not as we would like it to be, people change, the family also disappoints, as is my case, that we should not be selfish, that people who are the same or worse than me we can do most things even if it costs us more work and time, that we must live with the tests that God sends us, move forward and that life is very short and we must live it and savor every minute of it , and of all the loved ones that surround us, to learn to value everything and everything that surrounds us no matter how insignificant it may be, to learn not to make a mountain out of a grain of sand, and also to learn to be happy and persevering with others and not being spiteful. This is all that I have learned during these ten years of my new life. A hug and all my love to all of you who read me and especially to all the people who write to me.
 © Angelita

4 comments:

  1. Milá Angelito,dočetla jsem Váš příběh a obdivuji Vás jak jste silná,posílám mnoho objetí a polibků.

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  2. Thank you my dear friend Květy, happy Sunday.
    Goodnight
    Angelita

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    1. Hello dear Angelita
      What a brave woman you are
      to be able to wear this. What a very strong woman you are.
      Truly admirable!
      Lots of love from Monique.

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    2. Thank you my precious Menique.
      I'm still in a chair, remember, but it's true that a person's life changes.
      But I always tend to look on the positive side of things.
      A hug and happy Sunday my friend.

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